probably one of the best weekends ive had in a long time :)

i hate shoppers.

this is just me ranting so dont pay attention :)

if you were to read this, by some chance, you should know that im talking about you.
unless youre so wrapped up in your pathetic lies that you cant even seperate the truth from reality.

i know what you said. so dont speak to me like we're good old friends unless you can explain to me why you would say that.
there are so many things I can say to people about you thats actually TRUE but do i? no.

out of the group of people you were with, only one of them truly knows me. I dont know who else you told, but nobody except for that one would know for sure, 100% that you were lying.

i dont know about you. i really dont.
i dont know what your issue is with me and him being together.
its not like im not nice to you.
please whenever he makes any kind of comment i used to say
'be nice. shes not that bad. i like her.'

ha. seriously, the first time you did something similar
i was still nice to you.
but whatever.

if you would like to open up to me and admit what you said, i'll listen.
Honestly, I would love to hear your reasoning for why you said it.
So if you have any common sense at all
you should probably apologize to me for calling my morals as a young girl into question.

im watching my performance video, and this one girl keeps turning around and smiling into the camera. like some random girl at a table.

and when my voice cracked, marissa sat in the background shaking her head, mouthed something and then shoved more food in her mouth.

and mike davis yells whoo kathleen about ten times.

I have abnormally small ear canals!

So (disgusting, im sorry) if I get a little bit of wax buildup the size of less than half of a mechanical pencil eraser, i wont be able to hear.

What the fuck.